here i am again...still in tekong doing duty...been irritated by someone retarded...dunoe why i chose to blog now...nothing to do i guess...duty these few days have been damn boring...i dunoe why...maybe because theres a lot on my mind...been thinking quite a bit...maybe i should jus quit studying and go on to the working world after i ord...parents are old...not much time for them...no one taking responsibility...fine i will...really wish i am a selfish bastard who would jus abandon them...too bad i am not!!! whahahahahah...well need to think some more...hahahahahaz...dunoe what i talking again...life is bad...but i will overcome everything...positive positive!!!!