well i am back to blogging again, for the fun of it i guess and i think it probably wun last as like back then.

oh well, been looking back at past entries like more than half a yr ago? childish spastic nonsensical entries...i jus cant get rid of my moronic entries, all it consists of is nothing but whinings! new revelation i have...back to smoking for like almost 1yr now...exactly 1yr when i start uni...human beings like me succumb to pressure easily and when ppl ask me why i pick it up again...i would say stuff like "u wun understand what i am going thru", "oh i am under tremendous amount of stress", "somewhat i jus feel like picking it up again" blah blah blah...all nonsense...in the past i would prob blame it on the incident that happened one yr ago...between me and certain someone...nvm...the point is ppl normally would blame everything and everyone but himself/herself when things happened. here i am, are trying not to do that. put others ahead of oneself, how well can i put that off? lets see from here onwards. ha!