wow i realised that i made a tremendous improvement at not caring at things anymore...for example...the extremely bad crit i had last thurs!!! i suppose it will take me weeks to get over it in the past...and prob during that few weeks...i will whine n whine n whine...LOL...now...i was jus appalled and disappointed at first...after that i jus dun care anymore...hahaha...and when it comes to ppl...i simply cant be bothered too...i can jus dun reply msg to ppl i've known for 10 over yrs regardless of what they said...ppl i get to know in uni...im holding back like 90% of myself...hahaha...guess i simply had enough of human people bad relationship...hohoho...and when ppl are telling me things...well i still do listen...the difference now is jus that...inside of me i will prob have thoughts like "y r u telling me all this??"...so think twice b4 u wan to talk to me!!! hahaha no that anyone will get to see this and know what im thinking...EXCEPT for one person!!! maybe i should block him...hahaha...hmmm can i even do that in blogspot??? lol...well i prob turned into this one cold person alr...well done!! morale of the story...dun hold on to ANYTHING!

oh and today had conferencing with my english tutor chris harwood...i feel bad now cos now i know that he has been trying to help me pass my module despite me skipping his lessons all the time...i guess if it was some singaporean tutor...they will prob try their best to fail me instead!! haha!! and he actually said that my language is generally good!! *shocked* !! tot my england is worse than some ah tiong manz...lol...well now i can only repay him by doing well for the finals!! and pass this freaking mod!! hohohoho...ok life goes on...